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Where have I been? And some life updates since the day I abandoned this blog

Hi!  I know that as per my previous entry (which was like almost 5 years ago), I said that I promised to be active in blogging again, especially since I said that I got my Macbook in 2020 (because I said I would be active blogging again if I got that Macbook). Fast forward nearly five (5) years later, I actually got another Macbook. It's my second Macbook and I am still lazy to blog again lmao. Okay so let me recap what has happened and/or where and what I have been up to since these past few years: April 2020 until February 2022 100% online class. I was in Semester 4 until Semester 7 of Law School throughout this period. Oh and I also did my internship during the semester break when I was in my third year (August - September 2021). Oh and I was fully vaccinated in 2021. April until August 2022 Hybrid physical + online class for my Semester 8, the last semester ever of Law School. The Faculty of Law finally opened for physical (hybrid) classes for students but only for final year s...

ODL

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ODL, online and distance learning, online learning mode, however you would like to call it.  After my one-semester special leave , and when the new semester began, I got back to campus. However, I was one week late because I quit my part time job on the second last day of February and the first day and week of the semester began on the 24th of February. Then, on the 16th of March, two days before the lockdown / movement control order / MCO / PKP however you would like to call it, was enforced in Malaysia, my university announced that no physical classes would be held because COVID-19 cases in Malaysia were skyrocketing. So I only got two weeks of physical classes before the MCO was announced by the Prime Minister.  Of course I thought that it would only be temporary and we would get back to campus within a few weeks. Due to taking one semester off from my study, I had to join the lower batch of the law school and my original batch would be my seniors. I didn't have much chance...

I think I'm back?

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It's been 6 years since I was active and passionate in writing here on this blog. I did write one or two posts a few years ago but I decided to delete them because I just hated them. So where have I been?  I started doing my Diploma in 2015 and after finishing my Diploma in early 2018, I started doing my Bachelor's Degree in the same year and I am still a Degree student (I read Law). I still had time to write but my passion in writing died. I tried to conjure up the passion a few times by re-visiting my blog but it ended with failure. Every time I came to my blog hoping to love writing again, I ended up not knowing what to write. I just stared blankly at my laptop screen, or sometimes I spent hours and hours on re-designing my blog. Looking back at my 6-year-old blog posts, I was so articulate and thoughtful. I couldn't believe I was so fierce in expressing my thoughts. I miss my 18-year-old self. Now I am 24 years old. I am feeling dumb and even insecure with my 18-year-ol...